Two Lows

I was fortunate to have one of my sisters (Carol from Montana) accompany me today for my blood test and prosthesis fitting. My blood test proved the chemo is working, as my white cell count (absolute neutrophil count) was severely depressed. The low count makes me a high risk for infection. I will have to take subcutaneous (under the skin) injections of Neupogen (filgrastim) for five days to help the bone marrow to make more blood cells. The main side effect is pelvic bone pain. I can attest to that side effect. Marlin worked today in the yard and my back feels like I did, too. I am also taking an antibiotic to help protect me from infection. Of course, I must stay out of crowds, avoid sick people and wash my hands frequently.
This is a funny fact - my insurance company will cover the cost of two bras each year - but if I had a double mastectomy, I would be eligible for four bras each year. Okay, where is the logic? The prosthetic (fake) breasts are very realistic compared to the foam falsies that women wore years ago. I was able to select from a variety of styles of bras and the nurse that fits the prosthesis was helpful in giving me "care and feeding" tips for the new breast. Did you know that having one breast can cause poor posture? I am learning every day.
I would like to thank everyone for the kind words following my mother's death. I was blessed with a surprise visit from Barb and Lori from Washburn, who attended the funeral. Although it is a sad time for me and my family, I know Mama is in heaven with an incorruptible mind and body. (If you attended the funeral, you understand this reference.) She had been unable to recognize me for several months, due to AD. She was not able to understand my diagnosis or provide me support. Now, I believe, she has complete knowledge and will be watching over me. I am grieving, joyously.
The angel of the Lord encamps around those who fear Him, and he delivers them. Psalm 34:7
If you can, hug your mama today.
Love, Ellen